Friday, June 23, 2006

firstly. all those who have borrowed cds, sermon cds from me please return it. haha. i was flipping through my cd holder and there are so many missing slots. yups. julie and yvonne being the main culprits. heh. and remind me to ask sean for the third day cd he promised to lend me today.

today was quite alot of food for thought for me. first during praise and worship its like i heard john speaking in tongues really loudly, a glance behind saw sean jumping up and down. den i was like thinking, i m somewhat like that too but they are so spiritual, they see stuff and hear stuff from the holy spirit. i wish i was like that. but my mind told, they have been around for so long, den u slightly more den one and a half years. den in my mind, the Holy Spirit assured me, He told me you are different, your generation is different, you will not take 40 years to enter your promise land, you will be a generation of joshuas.

and at that time i was really encouraged. den its like during the service, this thing really stuck in my head when pastor aries asked us to repeat it. this word called SIN, something that has plagued us since the beginning. something that has caused us to live in this broken down world, controlled by our circumstances. it is something that will shatter your dreams. like what pastor aries said, its the thing thats going to stop you from being a ruler in ur business, the things that even gonna stop u from marrying the girl of ur dreams.

after service, was talking to brother timothy. i guess its really about Fear of God and Holy Discipline. are you going to make a decision to glorify God in everything u do?

you know the motto, crime never pays. well, sin never pays, instead, it makes you pay. den i was thinking of something, its seemed so logical. what is on the right will always be far from the left. when u move closer to the right, u ll always move further from the left. amen? so its like sin, and all those stuff that entraps us is like on the left, God is like on the right, we start off on the left, when we receive salvation, we are taken to the right by the mrt called the Holy Spirit. The longer we dwell in the Holy Spirit, the further we are from the left. eventually, Gods call is that we can go to the very end. but on the way, challenges, fatigue, are you going to fall asleep in the mrt and do nothing for God? or will you bow out to the obstacles, give up and get out of the train before it reaches your destination? are you going to go the other side, take Devil mrt that takes u back to the left? or will u keep pressing on?

so like everything in life, what we want to achieve is always on the right, where we start off is always in the centre or on the left, just like success and distraction, to move towards ur success and further from ur distraction, or to move towards distraction and further from your success.

today. i wanna keep veering to the right. cus i know that if and only if i walk in the light, if and only if my life is transparent to others, only then can God use me in a great way. and only then, can i know and fulfil that purpose and calling that God has set for me.

anyway. haha. heard something interesting today. heh. so amazing how God can put 2 people together even thou they are so different. but den again they could be more similar den we think. guess people like us really dun have to worry la. people of God are the most handsome, pretty, the most sharp looking people, calling them people of God would surely mean they have a heart of God too. heh. so if God ordains for you to go into a relationship or a marriage. surely the girl or guy will be a great one. heh. if God doesnt ordain it, clearly means we are better off single. haha.

guess for us, its just hard to believe that God knows best. but we have to. he probably already has a timeline in heaven for us. so let us believe and move along with the Holy Spirit train and not against it ya!

|cowpoo| 5:46 PM|

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